better

March 13, 2009 at 6:57 am (Uncategorized)

feeling a lot better today. ganun lang talaga ako minsan, may pagka-emo ng walang dahilan lol. hehehe… nadadala ng tulog ang lungkot ko hehe at syempre pa i played games on my laptop para maiwasan ko mag-isip at so far successful naman ang mga pamamaraan ko hehehe

i wanted to go to church yesterday.. yun talaga plan ko then i want to walk sa park near our home, wala lang to unwind and just relax under some trees and stars and moon 🙂 oh diba napaka-dramatic ng setting ko hehehe.. pero hindi natuloy lahat ng plans ko.. kasi late na akong nakalabas ng office. so yun deretso uwi na lang, nood tv, nag-shower, then nag-games hanggang 1am 🙂

paggising ko… okay na ko 🙂

im going to meet up with friends today… sa wakas hehe, i needed some time to be with them.. to make some chika, updating with each other.. ganun nman kasi kami puro daldalan hehehe

we’ll gonna talk about a trip to sagada this coming May, well hopefully hindi drawing hehehe… *crossing my fingers*

at syempre pa kung ano-anong plano pa 🙂

nakakakainis, friendster is blocked again sa office.. badtrip.

some nice quote:

if you can’t be a good pencil to write anyone’s happiness, try at least to be a nice eraser to erase everyone’s sadness.

🙂

HAPPY WEEKEND!

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take note

March 12, 2009 at 9:04 am (Uncategorized)

a friend send a quote to me, and i think it makes a lot of sense…

paalala:
kapag nagmahal ka, wag kang aasa kung ano ang nararamdaman ng puso mo..

tandaan mo:
na minsan ang paggamit ng utak ay mas nakakabuti..

next:
wag mong gagamitin ang mata mo para umiyak sa taong nanakit sayo.

instead:
gamitin mo ito, para humanap ng iba..

lastly:
wag kang matakot na makipag-hiwalay..

take note:
mahalin mo ang taong ipaglalaban ka at handang harapin lahat ng pagsubok na darating sa inyong relasyon..
yung taong matatawag mong partner.. kesa lover.

diba may sense… 🙂

i feel so depressed today.. i don’t know why.. basta ganun na lang.. i tried to think of other things na masasaya pero parang niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko.. kasi kahit masasaya ang nasa utak, yung feeling of depression ramdam na ramdam ko..

siguro sobrang work na din.. maybe burn out na rin..

i guess i need to see my friends na.. it’s been ages since we talk in person.. nami-miss ko na sila..

i need some breather..

oh God, i hate feeling this way

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my bday.. bow! :-p

March 1, 2009 at 9:06 am (Uncategorized)

oh gosh! i just turned 29 last week! yeah!! 29!!… i can’t imagine.. hehehe

but it’s ok, im not afraid of old age.. the thing im afraid is.. to grow old alone hehehe.. so friends are giving me ultimatum already 🙂

by hook or by crook! dapat magka-dyowa na by this year! :-p hahahaha… just kidding.

well they are not really that bugging me because alot of friends are still single.. so ok lang.. the only pressure right now is coming from family..

from my sibs, to parents, to cousins, to aunts, to uncles, ayy sobrang pressure. plus neighboors nga pala hehehe..

sabi nga nila “hindi ka na bumabata” or sabi ng mga sosyal kong friends “you’re not getting any younger, look at our friends they have their own kids already…”

“how about you?? what are your plans??”

ang sabi ko naman: WALA.

eh wala naman talaga eh ano magagawa ko diba :-p

but most definitely soon dapat may plans na rin 🙂 well, let’s see 🙂

sabagay, celebrating bdays like these everyone would really remember to ask how old are you 🙂 and syempre kasunod na yung.. alam nyo na. hehehe

but im glad many friends remembered me on one of my most special day in a year.. cyber-real friends, real friends..

i thank God also for giving me another year to celebrate and to do the things i needed to do with my life 🙂

thanks so much friends for remembering! thanks for all the bday wishes thru text messages, calls, e-cards, emails, forums 🙂 and flowers 🙂

got some flowers for my bday na pinagkaguluhan sa office, LOL hahahaha.. maraming salamat!!

bday flowers

bday flowers

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