as the year ends

December 28, 2008 at 5:17 am (Uncategorized)

as the year ends looking back i can say that this year is much much better that the one i had in 2007. although 2008 is full of challenges, i had survived and i am generally happy kahit na minsan may mga bagay na nagpapalungkot sa akin still, im glad kasi i have more peace this year…

as the year ends, maraming bagay pa din ang nagpapasama ng loob ko pero i try to ignore it and just go on with life. ayaw kong isipin at ayaw kong magpa-apekto.. but i realized minsan kahit anong gawin natin, there would be a time na parang gusto mo na lang huminto ang lahat.. yeah such a very dramatic year ender huh.

i try to avoid writing kasi i know i would feel bad all over again, having to write what i really feel..

people can see me as a happy person.. but deep inside, im such lost kid. matindi ang emotional battle but i will never stop fighting.

i been thru alot in life. been thru a lot of pains. kumbaga chicken na lang to 😛

hay life.. i don’t want the year 2008 ends with a heavy heart… i hope i’ll find a way to feel better and be more at peace.

its been a week na pagsesenti. i felt tired and depresed. hay nakakapagod pala talaga. ayaw ko na ng ganitong feeling.

i hope God will bless me with will help me find some ways to ease whatever im feeling right now. pagod na akong maging malungkot… at magdrama. ewan ko ba, hindi naman ako pwedeng maging dramatic actress.

eh pero bakit ganito… lagi na lang ako malungkot. it’s killing me, for real.

hindi pwedeng maging malungkot ang pagtatapos ng taon. i’ll find ways to be happy… i still have 4 days.

let’s see…


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