you and i collide part2

February 29, 2008 at 4:19 pm (Uncategorized)

to be continued…

… and then the line went off… at talagang inubos mo nga ang load ko.

sa totoo lang isang line lang ang natandaan ko. you and i collide. and i don’t even know that song. but i like it.

i search it, sa google…

you and i collide by howie day.

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide…

bigla kang nag-online sa YM.

me: naubos nga load ko.

you: kala ko ba madami kang load?

me: ang tagal kaya natin nag-usap, nagconcert ka pa nga eh :p

me ulit: ano pinapatawad mo na ba ako?

you: hindi. diba sabi ko kapag nahulaan mo yung song at artist, favorite ko yun.

me: (inutakan kita lol.. na-search ko na sa google..)

me ulit: i know the song.. collide by howie day.

you: sus, ni-research mo lang eh.

me: ndi ah.. (lol) ano peace na tayo ha..

you: pag-iisipan ko pa..

me: waaaaaaaaa, ang daya mo sabi mo kapag nalaman ko yung song at artist patatawarin mo na ko eh..

you: eh ndi mo naman talaga alam yung song eh, ni-research mo lang, wari ka pa.

me: (thinking… ayy, halata pala.. lol)

me: sus, at least nalaman ko.. pero in fairness ha galing mo, promsie.

you: plastic!

me: hu-what?? me?? kelan naman kita plinastic??

you: actually, ndi pa ako bigay todo nyan eh, nahihirapan ako mag-gitara at kumanta kasi yung cp nasa tenga ko lang iniipit ko pa ng ulo ko.

me: sus yabang naman nito.. hehe

me ulit: may mp3 ka ba nun?

you: wala eh, gusto mo yung recording ko?

me: naks! pwede ba both? yung original at yung recording mo..

you: ok sige hanapin ko.

me: uyy peace na tayo ha.

you: love mo ba ako??

me: ha? eh ako ba love mo?

you: (tagal sumagot.. sus.) lol

you ulit: matagal ka ng may puwang sa puso ko.

me: ahh ok, kaw din naman eh, pero sana matindihan mo.. so peace na tayo ha?!

you: eh kasi bakit binawi mo pa??

me: eh ndi naman tayo sigurado eh, nabigla lang tayo.

you: baka ikaw ndi ka sigurado, diba tinanong pa kita ulit.

me: oo nga, pero diba sabi ko nga, nadala lang tayo ng kulitan natin.

you: ganun.. ako hindi.

me: sus.. basta peace na tayo.

you: hindi pa din.

me: arte naman nito eh.. sige na pls…

you: love mo ba ako??

me: _ _ _ _ _ _ !! kulit!

you: nadismaya lang kasi ako.

me: kaya nga sorry na, see i made an effort to call you just to show you how sincere i am to say sorry. ok naman tayo ng ganito eh, i-enjoy na lang natin. and i guess we are better off as friends, tingin mo?

you: hindi ok. bakit ba kasi? naka-abanate na, umatras ka pa.

me: kasi hndi tayo sigurado sa kung ano nararamdaman talaga natin (drama no!) lol

………

at ganun na nga ang naging takbo ng usapan. hanggang sa text.

and until now ndi pa rin tayo peace. ndi ko lang alam pero pakiramdam ko inaartehan mo lang ako lol. but im glad we stayed this way.

uulitin ko na lang… im such a coward. i don’t want to risk my feelings, not now.

and i know, hindi mo ako mahal. ramdam ko yun. pero ramdam ko din special ako sa sayo.. kasi isa akong special child?? 😛 lol..

but i understand, kasi lalong hindi ako maniniwala sayo kung sasabihin mo na mahal mo nga ako, kasi alam ko hindi. 🙂

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide…

you and i collide by howie day.

… the end!

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you and i collide part1

February 27, 2008 at 9:11 pm (Uncategorized)

i. am. sorry. (pres. macapagal-arroyo way),lol :p

but kidding aside, really i am sorry. i did not mean to hurt you or if its really hurting you anyway 🙂 , and we both know it’s just the ego, no matter how you deny it.

i understand your point but i hope you would try to understand mine as well. im being impulsive again, and i just realized this is not the path we are supposed to be taking. i don’t want to waste the friendship and bond we are creating now. i surely don’t want to lose that and i hope you do too.

i can’t deny that i enjoy our talks, sms, YMs. the laughs and kulitan and talking about serious stuff about our personal lives. i do value you. but i know in my heart we need to set the things right.

sabi mo nga there is a thin fine line between on how special your feelings towards me and the so called love.

but we can also cannot deny that there is no love we could offer to each other, other than friendly love. not right now. and we must accept it that way.

i don’t want to rush things for the reason i don’t want to commit mistakes again for the second time. alam mo naman ang story nun diba.

im such a coward. i know. i can’t risk my feelings. im not ready for this. kaya im so sorry talaga.

and hey, thank you for singing for me. i love the songs. may talent ka pala talaga. 🙂 (bakit hindi mo nalang kaya itago? lol. :p )

but among the songs you sang tonight, i have one na i guess i like for the rest of my life (naks!).. yun yung sabing mong fave mo 🙂

phone conversation:

me: hey peace na tayo. sige na wag ka na magalit.

you: bakit ganun? diba i asked you kung sigurado ka, you said OO.

me: i know its my fault. and alam ko talagang weird ako.

you: ewan ko, basta nawalan ako ng gana, i won’t sign-in muna sa YM siguro, ndi na muna ako makikipag-usap sayo.

me: ganun ang arte mo naman.. sige na sorry na please.

you: eh kasi ikaw eh.

me: anong ako?? ano ka ba try to understand, it would be unfair for both of us.

you: kantahan na lang kita. ano gusto mo? baka sakaling ma-inlove ka na sa akin

me: ganun? wala akong maisip.

you: (start strumming guitar, and started singing)

me: (thinking, naks! may talent pala cya, 🙂 )

you: (you sing, various songs)

you: uubusin ko load mo kala mo.

me: ok lang, magconcert ka pa hehe dami ako load, basta patawarin mo na ako.

you: ayaw ko.

me: sige na please peace na tayo.

you: alam mo ba tong kanta na to? (you started to strum again)

me: sige papakinggan ko..

you: fave ko to, sige kapag nahulaan mo ito, patatawarin na kita.

me: ganun? ok sige..

you: (start singing the song)
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You’re barely waking
And I’m tangled up in you
Yeah

you: ndi mo alam no? sayang fave ko pa naman to. tsk, tsk.

me: (thinking hard)

you: I’m open, you’re closed
Where I follow, you’ll go
I worry I won’t see your face
Light up again

you: Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide…

.. and then the line went off.

sa totoo lang isang line lang ang natandaan ko. you and i collide. and i don’t even know that song. but i like it.

i search it, sa google…

you and i collide by howie day.

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide…

to be continued…

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wow!

February 26, 2008 at 9:06 pm (Uncategorized)

OMG! here’s my horoscope for today

feb. 25, 2008 horoscope:

If the stars were a marching band, they’d definitely be spelling out the letters L-O-V-E in formation as they played something sweet and sentimental. Love: it really is all you need, especially when it arrives in such an attractive package. Someone has recently entered (or is about to enter) your life, and you feel like they’re almost too good to be true. Stop pinching yourself and open your eyes — this is happening to you right now, and you don’t want to miss it.

wowowee!!! totoo kaya yan?? hehe.. naiinip na ako.. san ka na ba love??? lol. :p

oh well, im such a big fan of horoscopes but not to the point my whole life would depend on it, i just love reading them because sometimes it really happens, i mean the predictions do happen, or maybe its just the power of mind? diba kasi the more you think of it, the more it happens, our minds attract things to happen… well.. not 100% agree but oftenly it does right??…

im not too excited about it (the horoscope, sus plastic, hahaha)… though really my first reaction when i saw it was really.. oh em ge!! hahaha 😀

la lang i just find it weird and funny…well at least now napatunayan ko, that maybe someone is really right for me, and my horoscope agrees!! and maybe the universe is conspiring to make it happen! yey! (OA ng reaction hahaha) :p

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ok ka lang??

February 25, 2008 at 11:30 pm (Uncategorized)

earlier today going to the office i took a jeep ride.. dalawa lang kaming pasahero and i was seated opposite ng isang manong and we were near the entrance of the jeep, so imagine na lang how far i am from the driver.. then may sumakay na girl nursing stud.. at tumabi cya sa akin..

me thinking: wag na wag mong ipapaabot yang bayad mo sa akin at talagang mapapahiya ka.

.. so si girl checking her bag for her fare.. and she said..

stud: bayad.. ( looking at me at talaga sa akin nya inaabot ang bayad.. to think na ang layo-layo ko sa driver..)

me: ok ka lang?? ang layo ko kaya.. try mo kaya umupo na medyo malapit sa driver then bumalik ka dyan sa pwesto mo if u like.. (taray, lol) :p

stud: ha?!

… and i totally ignored her. siguro si manong opposite us naawa kay stud inabot nya fare lumapit sa driver habang umaandar yung jeep.

hay naku! i know, i know im so bad. but then haller.. malayo ako sa driver, as in talagang sa akin pa nya inaabot ha na parang kundoktora ako ng jeep.. hello! and also kapag ganun na halos nasa entrance na ng jeep yung ibang passenger dapat yung bagong sakay dun na sila pwe-pwesto sa medyo malapit sa driver then magbayad sila tapos lumipat sila ng pwesto if they want, ako i do that, masyado naman nakakahiya kung mang-iistorbo ako ng ibang tao diba..unless na lang siksikan na sa jeep at wala akong choice kundi ang maki-suyo sa iba.. and mind you in a nice manner.

i look so bad talaga.. and sorry na lang cya wala talaga ako sa mood that time. :p

inutusan pa ako ha, sa tono ng boses nya feeling nya yaya nya ako.. and to think im not even half way seated from the driver..goodluck sa kanya. lol..

at talagang imbyerna ako haha.. nakahalata ata cya ang ginawa lumipat ng upuan opposite me.. hahaha.

hay kwentong jeepney. onli in da pilipins. lol.

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top three

February 25, 2008 at 11:29 pm (Uncategorized)

Got this meme from a friend, just wanted to share it with you guys and its a sort of getting to know me too 🙂

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
meagan
jenjen
jhennypie

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
feb 19
jan 27
-to be determined- lol :p

THREE THINGS YOU’VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
chat
net surf
work

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
side a
brownman revival
matchbox20

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
watch a movie
do my crossstitch
bonding with my family especially mga pamangkings. sus heaven ang feeling 🙂

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
someday
is it over
hard habit to break

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN A PERSON:
eyes
lips
face

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
si ano
si ano
at si ano lol 😛

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
ipod 80G
new digi cam
nokia N82

(todo na to!!) haha

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
cross stitch
reading and blogging
maging yaya ng mga pamangkin ko 🙂

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
boracay (as in babalik ako dito promise)
bohol
vigan

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
bumbum
ronnie
ed

THREE GIRL’S NAMES
bambam
potpot
jencel

THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO:
alabang town center
southmall & sm sucat
festival mall

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FASTFOOD:
kfc
wendy’s
chowking

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
wallet
kikay kit (powder, contacts, lip balm, cologne, comb, mirror)
notebooks & pen & digest

THREE PERFUMES/COLOGNES:
victoria secret – secret garden
hugo boss
ralph lauren

THREE EVENTS YOU’RE LOOKING FORWARD
TO:
pyro olympics
mybro’s graduation
my niece’s 1st bday (sympre pa si tita gagastos hehe)

TOP THREE Tambayans:
my room
work area :p
UP, pinoyhi5

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headbang

February 20, 2008 at 9:36 pm (Uncategorized)

sobrang antok ako talaga kahapon that i was amazed that i managed to get home safely. sa jeep pa lang wala bagsak na talaga ako, and to think that i have to transfer 3 times just to get home. imagine that. i really don’t care kung ano ang itsura ko habang halos naghe-headbang ang ulo ko sa sobrang antok. my gad. that is why i hate working monday night, im always like that on the following day, itsurang parang lasing na parang hindi. inis.

kung pwede ko nga lang i-explain sa ibang pasahero na i worked night shift kasi i think they find it weird kasi its early in the morning and may isang babaeng halos gumulong na sa antok lol. as in wala akong pakialam kung ano na itsura ko.

magugulat na lang ako pagdilat ng mata ko nakasandal na ako sa katabi ko hahaha..

buti na lang hindi pa ako nadudukutan (knock on wood!) at buti na lang din ndi pa naman tumulo ang laway ko hahaha.. yuck. lol. :p yun nga lang masakit ang leeg ko, kaka-headbang hehe.

kulang na nga lang sabunutan ko sarili just to stay awake. pero ang weird kasi when i got home naku automatic mawawala antok ko, at nakukuha ko pang manood ng tv at mag-cross stitch.. adik no. hehehe.

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on the other note. today my manager surprised me with a little cake 🙂 sweet. nasa table ko with matching book as a gift.

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pumasok ako sa *tambayan today, my gad, merong cute na chatter. sus. kinakarir ko nga sana eh kaya lang ayaw pa-karir eh bwahahaha..lol

but he is really cute. promise pwedeng artista. kaya lang he looks much younger. baka ate pa itawag sa akin kapag kinarir ko. hanap na lang iba lol :p

*tambayan is chatroom in usapangpinoy.com

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it’s my day!

February 20, 2008 at 7:37 pm (Uncategorized)

.. and im supposed to be happy. many greeted me and everybody wishes me happiness. and i do appreciate it all. but then im not that happy, although im not sad, but im not happy. its just fine. gulo no. ako din naguguluhan na. lol

nothng special happened, just went to church alone had dinner with a close friend, naks! hehe..we had roast beef with baked potato and mixed veggies and bread, grabe super dami ng isang plate! and hot tea.. then i asked wala bang pansit for long life? hehe unfortunately there is no pansit talaga so we settled with pasta americana which is in white sauce pala. malas. but then i had the gut to taste it and its was actually good 🙂

im wishing myself a really good health, kahit walang papa basta in good health lang pwede na yun hehe 😛 and syempre pa to have a happy life. 🙂

my tita asked me ano daw ang wish ko bukod sa good health, sabi ko secret! hehe but deep within i wished for something that i need to keep it for my self na lang, ika nga unbloggable yun at hindi pwedeng i-share. 🙂

we will celebrate on sunday na lang siguro with my fam and some some relatives, but of course ibang set ng inuman session yun hehe.. last sunday i was with my friends to get together and had a small salo-salo 🙂 it was nice though and feels so good 🙂

i turned 28 years old today, hay tanda na hehe.. time to build my own life naman, ang tanong lang ready na ba ako?? well sa tanda ko ba naman na yan eh ndi pa ako ready… hmmm… well i guess some part of me wanted to be ready but then i know some part of me is not yet ready… eh kung ready na ako sa palagay mo ba single pa ako ngayon?? hehe malamang ndi na.. but then this is life… sa maniwala kayo at sa hindi im not really ready pa talaga.. emotionally, financially, physically state lang siguro ang ready hahahaha 😛

but im not in a hurry.. magugulat na lang kayo lol.

so much for this day. ang importante im still here.. at patuloy na humihinga at pinipilit na maging masaya 🙂

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also today, its my first time to taste a yellow watermelon.. has anyone seen it? i actually heard of it long ago pero hindi pa ako nakakatikim, well kanina since its my bday my tita brought me some to taste, imagine naman kasi 28 na ako hindi ko man lang natitikman ang golden watermelon hehe.. and masarap naman cya… amoy pakwan naman at lasang pakwan naman.. kulay dilaw nga lang 😛

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