kaya natin too!!!

happy new yearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

naging masaya naman ang unang araw ng aking bagong taon… we have a lot of relatives na dumalaw sa bahay namin and its super fun.. sabagay lagi naman kaming ganito, every january 1 of the year nagsasama sama kami ng mga relatives namin just to bond and have some fun..

bukod sa walang hanggang kainan at games, of course hindi mawawala ang kwentuhan, inuman at pagbibigay ng gifts..

sa sobrang saya eto first day ng taon paos ako, as in walang boses, daig ko pa ang nag-concert hehehe, kaloka.

pero ok lang, masaya naman at for the love of new year and family kahit mapaos pa hehehe…

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now that we have a new year, we have new challenges ahead… number one na dyan ang global crisis.. im hoping that everyone could cope up with the difficulties we may face this year.. we only just have to pray and remain faithful to God and work hard.

kaya natin to! tayo pang mga pinoy… sanay sa hirap

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at syempre pa sa sobrang daming pagkain na bumaha this holiday season kailangan ko ng i-burn yan! hehehe.. tomorrow is the start of the walking.. back to exercise na

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

as the year ends… PART 2! :-)

and so the year will end and here comes 2009. the other day i wrote being a miserable hopeless soul and i promised i won’t end this year being depressed and feeling like my world will collapse right in front of me just because im sad.

i promised i’ll find ways to feel better.. and yeah thank God i think im ok now… way much better than the last post i made.

and of course since the year will end hindi mawawala ang aking walang kamatayang NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION hehehe…

well i need to have a better focus this year, on work, on personal life and maybe on lovelife, hay wish ko lang hehehe..

anyways.. here some of my new year’s resolution:

– continue the walking as form of exercise
– be more appreciative of my work
– give some time to self and make 2009 as ‘myself’ year
– be more punctual (hay sobrang late..)
– be more discipline and will have some clear goals
– stick to the plans
– syempre pa continue the diet hehehe
– eat less junk foods and eat more healthy foods and fruits
– water! water! water! no more soda (ok, once in awhile)
– more mountains to climb
– more seas to swim (hopefully)
– at higit sa lahat to reconnect with people i love, like friends
– and of course, to socialize (i had zero social life in 2008, promise, zero talaga, how pathetic no hehehe)

… i guess meron pa, kaya lang ndi ko maisip sa ngayon ihahabol ko na lang kapag naisip ko na hehehe

eto naman ang wishlist ko for year 2009!

– world peace! (naks!) seriously world peace talaga
– no more recession (waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…)
– a progressive philippines (wish lang naman eh.. hehehe)

things i want to have this year! sana i’ll have more blessings to buy some of these..

- a new cp, sony erickson W960
- iPod 80G
- portable dvd player
- a new digital cam
- laptop accesories
- atbp.. hehehe

and lastlyi wish to have a wonderful and a blessed new year as well as my friends and love ones..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

as the year ends

as the year ends looking back i can say that this year is much much better that the one i had in 2007. although 2008 is full of challenges, i had survived and i am generally happy kahit na minsan may mga bagay na nagpapalungkot sa akin still, im glad kasi i have more peace this year…

as the year ends, maraming bagay pa din ang nagpapasama ng loob ko pero i try to ignore it and just go on with life. ayaw kong isipin at ayaw kong magpa-apekto.. but i realized minsan kahit anong gawin natin, there would be a time na parang gusto mo na lang huminto ang lahat.. yeah such a very dramatic year ender huh.

i try to avoid writing kasi i know i would feel bad all over again, having to write what i really feel..

people can see me as a happy person.. but deep inside, im such lost kid. matindi ang emotional battle but i will never stop fighting.

i been thru alot in life. been thru a lot of pains. kumbaga chicken na lang to

hay life.. i don’t want the year 2008 ends with a heavy heart… i hope i’ll find a way to feel better and be more at peace.

its been a week na pagsesenti. i felt tired and depresed. hay nakakapagod pala talaga. ayaw ko na ng ganitong feeling.

i hope God will bless me with will help me find some ways to ease whatever im feeling right now. pagod na akong maging malungkot… at magdrama. ewan ko ba, hindi naman ako pwedeng maging dramatic actress.

eh pero bakit ganito… lagi na lang ako malungkot. it’s killing me, for real.

hindi pwedeng maging malungkot ang pagtatapos ng taon. i’ll find ways to be happy… i still have 4 days.

let’s see…

walk to live long… yeah.

i started walking. walking as a form of cardio exercise, well i need it, ikaw ba naman ang magka-BP ng 150/100 ewan ko na lang kung hindi ka mag-isip ng exercise na gagawin mo. aside from that its in our genes to have a hypertension, lalo na sa side ng papa ko. and being 28 years old i guess its time for me to really get serious about being fit.

well exaggerated naman yung 150/100 hehehe pero really its in our genes, tsaka i need a new activity to do, medyo boring na kasi ng routine ko everyday work-bahay, oh diba bongga.

yesterday, i think over-work out, grabe nagshi-shake yung knees ko, as in, feeling ko mapuputol na yung mga paa ko, feeling ko nga magpapa-akay na ako sa nanay ko hahaha…

this is a good bonding session din with my mama, cya ang kasama ko everynight walking on the park near our home.

well i just realized kung gaano kadaming tao ang health concious and how young they started.

well i guess its not that late and im glad kasi supportive ang nanay ko hehehe, cya taga-dala ng towel ko tapos kapag pagod na cya mag-walk she’ll wait for me na lang, uupo cya in one of the benches while i continue walking

its nice din pala doing exercise and i hope tuloy-tuloy na to

well goodluck to me! hehe

astig!

USAPANG TEXT:

got this message from sis today.. just a forwarded message.. cool!

malulupet na lines:  :p
– “geometry ba ang fave subject mo?  kasi kahit anong angel ang cute mo.”

–  “alam mo ba na scientist ako?  kasi ikaw ang LAB ko”

–  “ano ang height mo? Pano ka nagkasya sa puso ko?”

–  “ang galing mo siguro sa puzzles, kasi umaga pa lang, nabuo mo na araw ko”

–  “hindi tayo tao, hindi tayo hayop.. BAGAY tayo”

–  “bangin ka ba?   nahulog kasi ako sayo”

–  “im a bee, can u be my honey?”

–  “my license ka ba? coz’ your driving me crazy!”

–  “pagod ka na ba?  kanina ka pa kasi tumatakbo sa isip ko”

hahahaha.. hanep sa mga lines! yan ang astig! hehe… grabe natawa ako ng malakas ng mabasa ko yan.. pwede diba?? hehehe…

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USAPANG TV:

nakita nyo na ba yung bagong commercial ng mcdo?? yung sa grab and go breakfast nila??  grabe ang astig! hahahaha.. sus akala ko nga commercial ng candy kasi may resemblance ng idea sa kopiko candy yata yun.. pero mas malupet yung sa mcdo hahaha, kumpleto.. mula sa  kape, ketchup, mesa at may sangkalan pa ng mesa hahaha.. grabe. nakakaaliw.

scene:  nasa loob ng bus, siksikan at may mga nakatayo din, nakaupo ang guy sa three seater may katabi cyang girl at isang manong sa dulo ng upuan na natutulog.

1st:  binuksan ni guy ang bag kumuha ng tasa sabay labas din ng lalagyan ng coffee, isinalin sa cup sabay yung cup pinahawak sa lalakeng nakatayo sa gilid nya at yung lalagyan ng kape sa isang lalake ulit na nakatayo sa loob ng bus.

2nd: kuha ng breakfast sa loob ng bag (rice, egg, hotdod) na nasa plate pa ha, then kuha ng ketchup sabay nilagyan ang plate na may breakfast  tapos pinahawak yung ketchup sa girl na katabi nya.

3rd:  ginising si manong na natutulog sa dulo ng upuan na may checkered na red polo hahaha, pinadapa at ginawang mesa, eh gumagalaw si manong kumuha yung guy ng papel sa bag nya sinangkalan sa kamay ni manong para hindi umuga hahahaha.

very funny.  ang galing ng nakaisip ng commercial to.  tiyak papatok ang grab and go breakfast ng mcdo hehe. very witty.

jenny

She calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, What’s the problem?)

She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, Whats the problem?)

You keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

She needs her own space
she’s playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she’s changed
(Jenny, what’s the problem?)

I’m trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It’s killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It’s killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
Jenny

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

It’s killing me

Jenny

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that is a song.. by the click five, kanina ko lang narinig while having a coffee break, la lang, medyo astig.. tsaka nickname ko yan hehe.. kaya siguro naaliw ako at post ko dito sa blog ko.

i also uploaded it on my wimpy at UP, if you guys got some time try to check it out you’ll love it promise!

my fave part of the song…

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

anyway, so much of my self haha.. yesterday was a me day and until now me day pa din.. but then its norm right? this is my blog hehe

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just today i realized how life is so short that in a snap you’ll be dead without you realizing it. and its sad when you happen to know someone die. just sad.

kaya nga nagpag-isip isip ko i need to appreciate more and complain less about life, the today, the yesterday and the future. ang hirap kaya ma-stress in everything that is happening.

and also i guess we need to live our lives one day a time. no hurrying. no rushing.

just a thought.

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Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

i’m missing them..

lately.. i’ve been thinking of old friends.. elementary friends, high school friends and college friends… and i’ve been missing them terrible

i don’t know what it’s in me that wanted to connect or keep in touch with the people who were there during my school days..

i keep wondering how are they now, what’s keeping them busy, what they had become.. and im truly proud to all of them kasi they managed to be at their bests.

some had gotten married and got kids, some are into relationships and some are still searching (like me.. hahaha)..

and im so glad that friendster has been created. it is really a helpful tool to reconnect with old friends. seeing their pictures would always make me smile and the memories of them would flood in.

im so happy to have these people have touched my life. shared many funny moments, kilig moments and tough moments too.

and until now i still value them, and that would go as long as im alive.

hay im so senti.

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oh its easter sunday.. happy egg hunting!!

its like… hu-what??

ast night was so funny and weird..

i don’t understand when a guy said something towards me on how he feels daw and then expecting me to have the same feelings to him.. ganun ba talaga yun???

and if i told him i don’t feel anything bigla the mood would changed from being sweet to being ewan.. to the point of asking me to delete his number from my phone list. sus.

i tried so hard as much as i can to be very polite… i don’t want to offend anyone specially when you see this person as a new friend you can count on.. but the problem is.. what if he sees you in a different way? (or ganun nga ba?)

and also i find it very funny and very weird when someone profess his “love” daw to me when its like in a span of 2 days texting… and expecting me to believe that?? so unreal… come on.. grow up.

now im wondering, do i really look so vulnerable and miserable?? that is why they thought i would jump right into their.. what do you call that.. hmmm.. affections.. the moment they let me know of that?? sus.

im glad that i know myself better now.

meme

found this meme in my FS board, la lang survery lang.. some info about me

starting time:
9:15pm PST; 12:12pm MNL time

Name:
jhenny m

Sister/s:
joanne, judy, jencel

brother/s:
jeff and jason

Shoe size:
5 1/2 to 6 1/2

What are you wearing right now?
tee and pants

Where do you live?
las piñas and parañaque

Favorite Number:
19

Favorite Drinks:
hot&iced tea, pineapple juice, fresh lemonade

Favorite Months:
feb, dec

Favorite Breakfast:
pancake’s breakfast, chowking’s, jollibee’s

Have You Ever…

Been in a hot tub:
yes

Swam in the ocean:
yes, and love it sobra

Fallen asleep in school:
yes kapag vacant period

Broken someone’s heart:
yes.. sorry ha

Fell off your chair:
yes

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
yes – sa cp

Saved e-mails:
yes

What is…

Your room like:
ok lang – full of stuffs

What’s right beside you?
printer hehehe

What is the last thing you ate?
ginisang munggo – friday eh hehe

Ever Had…

Chicken pox:
nope

Sore throat:
yes

Stitches:
nope

Broken nose:
nope

Do You…

Believe in love at first sight?
yes

Like picnics?
sobra…

Who…

Who was the last person you danced with?
can’ t remember na po… sobrang tagal na eh..

Who last made you smile?
my pamangkin’s – bumbum and potpot

Who did you last yell at?
la pa po… baka maya-maya ng konti lol

Final Questions…

What are you listening to right now?
takatak sa keyboard – listening to myself while typing hehe

What did you do today?
same old things

Hate someone in your family?
no

Diamond or pearl?
diamond syempre hehe

Are you the Eldest?
yes..

Indoors or outdoors?
both!

Today did you…

1. Talk to someone you like?
hmmmm… la eh day off

2. Kiss anyone?
la din..

3. Get sick?
nope.. wag naman sana

5. Talked to an ex:
nope

6. Miss someone:
yes.. old friends..

Last person who…

7. You talked to on the phone?
mylene re: reports

Random…

Have a crush on someone:
sus dami hehehe

What books are you reading right now?
deception by dan brown

Best feeling in the world:
being loved and feeling love and family bonding moments

Future kids names?
la pa maisip…

Do u Sleep with stuffed animals?
alot.. its like i’ve got a mini zoo in my room

What’s under your bed?
slippers

Favorite locations:
home

Danced a slow dance with someone you didn’t even like?
yes

Who do you really hate?
none as of this time

Ever liked someone you didn’t have a chance with?
yes

You lonely right now?
nope.. ok lang.

What time is it now?
9:35pm PST; 12:33pm MNL time

marrying a millionaire

kaya ako nagsisikap para sa kinabukasan naming dalawa… kaya ako nagpapakahirap ng ganito kasi gusto ko cyang bigyan ng maganda buhay… kaya ndi ako makakapayag na nagdurusa cya ngayon… siya lang ang pinakamamahal ko…

… hintayin mo ako ha, wag mo papatayin ang telepono mo tatawagan kita, gusto ko boses mo ang maririnig ko bago ako matulog ngayong gabi…

awwwww…. ang sweet!!! kapag ikaw ang sinabihan ng ganyan, ewan ko na lang kapag hindi ka pa matunaw hehehe.

i love anthony kim (go soo in real life). im so into koreanovela haha… sobra adik, kahit super late na carry ko pa din panoorin yun.. minsan tinutukuran ko na lang mga mata ko para maidilat lang hehe..

the soap is still airing and will last for two weeks na lang.. it is one of the best koreanovela i ever watched.. nakakakilig talaga na medyo nakakainis haha.. or masyado lang akong dalang-dala sa kanila lol.

well the story is somehow very too good to be true, parang talaga pang novela lang ang kwento but still apektado pa din ang kilig areas ko haha..

it is about a tanga-tanga na lalake who fall inlove with his classmate (grade school), at simula nun yun na ang kanyang one true love, napadpad sila sa france for a reality tv show for korea bago naging artista yung guy (anthony kim), parang the bachelor yung concept ng show, yung guy pipili ng magiging bride nya but the catch is sa ending ng show aaminin ng guy na hinde totoong milyonaryo siya, that he is poor and he have no money at all.

Anthony is so masipag at mapag-mahal sa family and he could do everything and anything para sa ikakabuti ng love nya at kaya niyang ipagpalit ang lahat huwag lang mahirapan si joanna

i hate his yung kuya.. sobrang selfish.

hay im not really good on giving sypnosis and giving reviews because sometimes naka-focus lang ako sa kung ano story at mga actress and actors hahaha.. or kung nakaka-kilig ba or hindi.. sus!

but one thing is for sure, mai-inlove din kayo kay anthony kim for his humbleness, love, self sacrificing and he is very very caring

so guys if you have some time bili kayo ng dvd haha i promise ndi kayo magsisisi.

joanna and anthony
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yesterday was supposed to be a nationwide strike, imagine all transpo including pedicab, tricycle, jeep, bus.. so nag-ready na ako pag-uwi ko ng mga 7pm na umaatikabong lakaran ito hehe but i was surprised to see a lot of jeepneys and nag-uunahan pa sila na pasakayin ako hahaha..

driver1: miss dito maluwag.. zapote kabila..

driver2: miss, miss casimiro..

driver3: miss, miss baclaran coastal..

me thinking: kala ko ba strike, eh bakit mukhang trapik pa ata at nag-uunahan sila sa pasahero…

later i found out na hanggang 12pm lang pala ang strike hehe.. buti naman kasi naka-heels ako at color red pa hassle kung maglalakad lang ako hehe, sayang ang takong lol