jenny

She calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, What’s the problem?)

She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, Whats the problem?)

You keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

She needs her own space
she’s playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she’s changed
(Jenny, what’s the problem?)

I’m trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It’s killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It’s killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
Jenny

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

It’s killing me

Jenny

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that is a song.. by the click five, kanina ko lang narinig while having a coffee break, la lang, medyo astig.. tsaka nickname ko yan hehe.. kaya siguro naaliw ako at post ko dito sa blog ko.

i also uploaded it on my wimpy at UP, if you guys got some time try to check it out you’ll love it promise!

my fave part of the song…

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

anyway, so much of my self haha.. yesterday was a me day and until now me day pa din.. but then its norm right? this is my blog hehe

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just today i realized how life is so short that in a snap you’ll be dead without you realizing it. and its sad when you happen to know someone die. just sad.

kaya nga nagpag-isip isip ko i need to appreciate more and complain less about life, the today, the yesterday and the future. ang hirap kaya ma-stress in everything that is happening.

and also i guess we need to live our lives one day a time. no hurrying. no rushing.

just a thought.

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Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me

i’m missing them..

lately.. i’ve been thinking of old friends.. elementary friends, high school friends and college friends… and i’ve been missing them terrible

i don’t know what it’s in me that wanted to connect or keep in touch with the people who were there during my school days..

i keep wondering how are they now, what’s keeping them busy, what they had become.. and im truly proud to all of them kasi they managed to be at their bests.

some had gotten married and got kids, some are into relationships and some are still searching (like me.. hahaha)..

and im so glad that friendster has been created. it is really a helpful tool to reconnect with old friends. seeing their pictures would always make me smile and the memories of them would flood in.

im so happy to have these people have touched my life. shared many funny moments, kilig moments and tough moments too.

and until now i still value them, and that would go as long as im alive.

hay im so senti.

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oh its easter sunday.. happy egg hunting!!

its like… hu-what??

ast night was so funny and weird..

i don’t understand when a guy said something towards me on how he feels daw and then expecting me to have the same feelings to him.. ganun ba talaga yun???

and if i told him i don’t feel anything bigla the mood would changed from being sweet to being ewan.. to the point of asking me to delete his number from my phone list. sus.

i tried so hard as much as i can to be very polite… i don’t want to offend anyone specially when you see this person as a new friend you can count on.. but the problem is.. what if he sees you in a different way? (or ganun nga ba?)

and also i find it very funny and very weird when someone profess his “love” daw to me when its like in a span of 2 days texting… and expecting me to believe that?? so unreal… come on.. grow up.

now im wondering, do i really look so vulnerable and miserable?? that is why they thought i would jump right into their.. what do you call that.. hmmm.. affections.. the moment they let me know of that?? sus.

im glad that i know myself better now.

meme

found this meme in my FS board, la lang survery lang.. some info about me

starting time:
9:15pm PST; 12:12pm MNL time

Name:
jhenny m

Sister/s:
joanne, judy, jencel

brother/s:
jeff and jason

Shoe size:
5 1/2 to 6 1/2

What are you wearing right now?
tee and pants

Where do you live?
las piñas and parañaque

Favorite Number:
19

Favorite Drinks:
hot&iced tea, pineapple juice, fresh lemonade

Favorite Months:
feb, dec

Favorite Breakfast:
pancake’s breakfast, chowking’s, jollibee’s

Have You Ever…

Been in a hot tub:
yes

Swam in the ocean:
yes, and love it sobra

Fallen asleep in school:
yes kapag vacant period

Broken someone’s heart:
yes.. sorry ha

Fell off your chair:
yes

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
yes – sa cp

Saved e-mails:
yes

What is…

Your room like:
ok lang – full of stuffs

What’s right beside you?
printer hehehe

What is the last thing you ate?
ginisang munggo – friday eh hehe

Ever Had…

Chicken pox:
nope

Sore throat:
yes

Stitches:
nope

Broken nose:
nope

Do You…

Believe in love at first sight?
yes

Like picnics?
sobra…

Who…

Who was the last person you danced with?
can’ t remember na po… sobrang tagal na eh..

Who last made you smile?
my pamangkin’s – bumbum and potpot

Who did you last yell at?
la pa po… baka maya-maya ng konti lol

Final Questions…

What are you listening to right now?
takatak sa keyboard – listening to myself while typing hehe

What did you do today?
same old things

Hate someone in your family?
no

Diamond or pearl?
diamond syempre hehe

Are you the Eldest?
yes..

Indoors or outdoors?
both!

Today did you…

1. Talk to someone you like?
hmmmm… la eh day off

2. Kiss anyone?
la din..

3. Get sick?
nope.. wag naman sana

5. Talked to an ex:
nope

6. Miss someone:
yes.. old friends..

Last person who…

7. You talked to on the phone?
mylene re: reports

Random…

Have a crush on someone:
sus dami hehehe

What books are you reading right now?
deception by dan brown

Best feeling in the world:
being loved and feeling love and family bonding moments

Future kids names?
la pa maisip…

Do u Sleep with stuffed animals?
alot.. its like i’ve got a mini zoo in my room

What’s under your bed?
slippers

Favorite locations:
home

Danced a slow dance with someone you didn’t even like?
yes

Who do you really hate?
none as of this time

Ever liked someone you didn’t have a chance with?
yes

You lonely right now?
nope.. ok lang.

What time is it now?
9:35pm PST; 12:33pm MNL time

marrying a millionaire

kaya ako nagsisikap para sa kinabukasan naming dalawa… kaya ako nagpapakahirap ng ganito kasi gusto ko cyang bigyan ng maganda buhay… kaya ndi ako makakapayag na nagdurusa cya ngayon… siya lang ang pinakamamahal ko…

… hintayin mo ako ha, wag mo papatayin ang telepono mo tatawagan kita, gusto ko boses mo ang maririnig ko bago ako matulog ngayong gabi…

awwwww…. ang sweet!!! kapag ikaw ang sinabihan ng ganyan, ewan ko na lang kapag hindi ka pa matunaw hehehe.

i love anthony kim (go soo in real life). im so into koreanovela haha… sobra adik, kahit super late na carry ko pa din panoorin yun.. minsan tinutukuran ko na lang mga mata ko para maidilat lang hehe..

the soap is still airing and will last for two weeks na lang.. it is one of the best koreanovela i ever watched.. nakakakilig talaga na medyo nakakainis haha.. or masyado lang akong dalang-dala sa kanila lol.

well the story is somehow very too good to be true, parang talaga pang novela lang ang kwento but still apektado pa din ang kilig areas ko haha..

it is about a tanga-tanga na lalake who fall inlove with his classmate (grade school), at simula nun yun na ang kanyang one true love, napadpad sila sa france for a reality tv show for korea bago naging artista yung guy (anthony kim), parang the bachelor yung concept ng show, yung guy pipili ng magiging bride nya but the catch is sa ending ng show aaminin ng guy na hinde totoong milyonaryo siya, that he is poor and he have no money at all.

Anthony is so masipag at mapag-mahal sa family and he could do everything and anything para sa ikakabuti ng love nya at kaya niyang ipagpalit ang lahat huwag lang mahirapan si joanna

i hate his yung kuya.. sobrang selfish.

hay im not really good on giving sypnosis and giving reviews because sometimes naka-focus lang ako sa kung ano story at mga actress and actors hahaha.. or kung nakaka-kilig ba or hindi.. sus!

but one thing is for sure, mai-inlove din kayo kay anthony kim for his humbleness, love, self sacrificing and he is very very caring

so guys if you have some time bili kayo ng dvd haha i promise ndi kayo magsisisi.

joanna and anthony
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yesterday was supposed to be a nationwide strike, imagine all transpo including pedicab, tricycle, jeep, bus.. so nag-ready na ako pag-uwi ko ng mga 7pm na umaatikabong lakaran ito hehe but i was surprised to see a lot of jeepneys and nag-uunahan pa sila na pasakayin ako hahaha..

driver1: miss dito maluwag.. zapote kabila..

driver2: miss, miss casimiro..

driver3: miss, miss baclaran coastal..

me thinking: kala ko ba strike, eh bakit mukhang trapik pa ata at nag-uunahan sila sa pasahero…

later i found out na hanggang 12pm lang pala ang strike hehe.. buti naman kasi naka-heels ako at color red pa hassle kung maglalakad lang ako hehe, sayang ang takong lol

welcome po :)

hi guys! blogmates welcome po to my new home

pasencya na at medyo emo.. promise yung mga next post hindi na gaano.. hahaha..

too much spaces and effort are being wasted

too much rants.. time to think of other things

hay, anyway, kalmado na ako ngayon, not that i’m like nagwawala last week haha, its just that i was caught between surprised and shocked feeling.. or maybe i was not ready to what i have discovered.. kaya ayun, burst of emotions.. may pa-tanga tanga blog pa ako lol.. :p

but i realized, love talaga ako ni Lord as early as this nalaman ko what’s really going on.. and sabi ko nga before, i always believe everything has a purpose.. as in everything.. kaya ok na ako and besides there’s nothing going on very special pa naman, buti na lang! bago pa ako nag-invest ng emotions nalaman ko na..

kung tutuusin I’m not that stupid because of my realization.. pa-drama effect lang hahaha…

actually, kawawa siya.. kasi hindi nya ako naisahan hahaha.. yun lang pala ang plan nya, the nerve! lol :p at sinisi pa ako ha, imagine that… mokong cya hahaha..

sabi ko diba too much rants.. lol.. :p

this would be the last entry for that, i promise, too much spaces and effort are being wasted diba?

what goes…

today i learned:

what goes around, comes around.

and i hope i indeed learned this time.

tanga

yeah.. for the NTH time. lol.

sabi ko na nga ba. ang tanga-tanga ko talaga. sus. sabagay dati na lol :p wala naman bago dun haha.

tanga, tanga, tanga, tanga, tanga, tanga, tanga, tanga….

aamin na ako. tanga talaga ako. and i hate my self for it.

i’m hopeless, kasi diba walang gamot sa tanga