better

feeling a lot better today. ganun lang talaga ako minsan, may pagka-emo ng walang dahilan lol. hehehe… nadadala ng tulog ang lungkot ko hehe at syempre pa i played games on my laptop para maiwasan ko mag-isip at so far successful naman ang mga pamamaraan ko hehehe

i wanted to go to church yesterday.. yun talaga plan ko then i want to walk sa park near our home, wala lang to unwind and just relax under some trees and stars and moon oh diba napaka-dramatic ng setting ko hehehe.. pero hindi natuloy lahat ng plans ko.. kasi late na akong nakalabas ng office. so yun deretso uwi na lang, nood tv, nag-shower, then nag-games hanggang 1am

paggising ko… okay na ko

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im going to meet up with friends today… sa wakas hehe, i needed some time to be with them.. to make some chika, updating with each other.. ganun nman kasi kami puro daldalan hehehe

we’ll gonna talk about a trip to sagada this coming May, well hopefully hindi drawing hehehe… *crossing my fingers*

at syempre pa kung ano-anong plano pa

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nakakakainis, friendster is blocked again sa office.. badtrip.

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some nice quote:

if you can’t be a good pencil to write anyone’s happiness, try at least to be a nice eraser to erase everyone’s sadness.

HAPPY WEEKEND!

take note

a friend send a quote to me, and i think it makes a lot of sense…

paalala:
kapag nagmahal ka, wag kang aasa kung ano ang nararamdaman ng puso mo..

tandaan mo:
na minsan ang paggamit ng utak ay mas nakakabuti..

next:
wag mong gagamitin ang mata mo para umiyak sa taong nanakit sayo.

instead:
gamitin mo ito, para humanap ng iba..

lastly:
wag kang matakot na makipag-hiwalay..

take note:
mahalin mo ang taong ipaglalaban ka at handang harapin lahat ng pagsubok na darating sa inyong relasyon..
yung taong matatawag mong partner.. kesa lover.

diba may sense…

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i feel so depressed today.. i don’t know why.. basta ganun na lang.. i tried to think of other things na masasaya pero parang niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko.. kasi kahit masasaya ang nasa utak, yung feeling of depression ramdam na ramdam ko..

siguro sobrang work na din.. maybe burn out na rin..

i guess i need to see my friends na.. it’s been ages since we talk in person.. nami-miss ko na sila..

i need some breather..

oh God, i hate feeling this way

my bday.. bow! :-p

oh gosh! i just turned 29 last week! yeah!! 29!!… i can’t imagine.. hehehe

but it’s ok, im not afraid of old age.. the thing im afraid is.. to grow old alone hehehe.. so friends are giving me ultimatum already

by hook or by crook! dapat magka-dyowa na by this year! :-p hahahaha… just kidding.

well they are not really that bugging me because alot of friends are still single.. so ok lang.. the only pressure right now is coming from family..

from my sibs, to parents, to cousins, to aunts, to uncles, ayy sobrang pressure. plus neighboors nga pala hehehe..

sabi nga nila “hindi ka na bumabata” or sabi ng mga sosyal kong friends “you’re not getting any younger, look at our friends they have their own kids already…”

“how about you?? what are your plans??”

ang sabi ko naman: WALA.

eh wala naman talaga eh ano magagawa ko diba :-p

but most definitely soon dapat may plans na rin well, let’s see

sabagay, celebrating bdays like these everyone would really remember to ask how old are you and syempre kasunod na yung.. alam nyo na. hehehe

but im glad many friends remembered me on one of my most special day in a year.. cyber-real friends, real friends..

i thank God also for giving me another year to celebrate and to do the things i needed to do with my life

thanks so much friends for remembering! thanks for all the bday wishes thru text messages, calls, e-cards, emails, forums and flowers

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got some flowers for my bday na pinagkaguluhan sa office, LOL hahahaha.. maraming salamat!!

worthy candidate!?!? hmmm…

wow!! ganito ang mga inspiring na horoscope!

these kind of horoscope helps to raise your hope on areas you been wanting for so long hahaha..

just kidding hehe..

though its really nice to read this :-p

baguio trip

i went to baguio last feb.7 to 9 to attend a wedding, it was nice and fun.  yun nga lang feeling ko sobrang dami na ng tao sa baguio as in sobrang crowded na, not sure if its because of the weekend.  hindi pa naman panagbenga kasi na move ng March, so talaga madami lang sobrang tao.

kakagala ko last weekend eto paos na naman ako at may sipon at ubo (yuck!) sobrang lamig kasi.  pero ok lang, enjoy naman eh.

we went to usual places na pinupuntahan sa baguio, like mines view park, camp john hay, the mansion, PMA, burnham park, botanical garden, the churches.

as usual the flowers are still beautiful, pero hindi na magaganda ang mga places.  puro bahay na.  sa mines view park nga puro bahay na yung bangin, ka-loka.  at yung botanical garden mukhang hindi botanical garden, mas ok pang tawagin na botannical garden ang PMA sa dami ng flowers nila..

its my 4th time sa baguio so i kinda compare the places everytime im here.  and i realized kung gaano na ka-crowded at polluted ang bagiuo, sayang.

but the area on the camp john hay is still ok, i think that’s where the elite resthouse is located, maganda ang neighbourhood and hotels.  unlike on the burnham park area medyo masikip na.

ang pangit tingnan ng bundok na puno ng bahay, with all shapes and colors plus mga sinampay!!

pero sa gabi when the lights are on magandang tingnan ang mountains with houses and their lights.

first time ko din mag-bar hopping sa baguio, at nakakaloka ang mga crowd pabata ng pabata (or matanda na talaga ako??) hehehehe…

so we end up in padis point kasi dun lang medyo ok ang crowd, pangit naman ng banda.

lahat na pinintasan ko hehehe…

but all in all ok naman ang trip namin, i had the time to get away from my hectic work!! yun nga lang paos ako pagbalik hehehe.

pihikan

pihikan. or choosy sa english. these words have negative vibes, don’t you think?? diba kapag sinabihan ka na ikaw ay isang pihikan, normally it would always have a negative arrive, its either masyadong mataas ang taste at standard mo or talagang maarte ka lang hehehehe..

kapag sinabi nating pihikan, its either sa mga bagay-bagay na pangangailangan sa buhay like pagkain, damit, jewelries, pwede rin sa pagpili ng friends at syempre pa kasama dyan ang LOVELIFE.

yesterday i had this argument with an online friend. sabi nya.. “masyado ka kasing pihikan..”

what??? ako?? pihikan?? kelan namam nangyari yun??

just because a person don’t have a lovelife or a bf or a gf doesn’t make a person a pihikan or choosy. agree??

eh diba hindi mo naman pwede pilitan ang sarili mo sa taong available at nasa harap mo lang kasi that would be unfair for both of you. unang-una kawawa ka, pangala kawawa cya. oh diba nakakaawa kayo, lol.

i know na pwedeng ang taong nagmamahal sayo ay biglang mawala kasi hindi mo pinapansin or magsawa sa kakahintay na mahalin mo rin in return, pero may magagawa ka ba kung wala talaga? pwede kang magkunwari pero hindi mo maloloko ang sarili mo.

what if, you committed yourself to someone who is available because you thought that is the right thing to do kahit ndi mo mahal, and then suddenly you’ll meet someone na sure ka na you want to spend the rest of your life to be with her or him eh kaso lang committed ka na?? diba mas mahirap yun.

kaya hintay na lang kung sino ang taong ibibigay ni Lord. Walang pilitan ika nga. Kung walang dumating eh di wala. Baka nasa ibang planeta pa, lol.

some would say “baka maiwan ka na ng biyahe” kakahintay mo sa jeep, pati train lumagpas na, pati na rin space ship.

saklap naman.

eh paano pala kunmg naka-bike lang yung taong para sa akin kaya ndi pa dumadating hehehe.. or naglalakad pala cya kasi he too is making sure of every step he’ll make towards me. oh diba ang sweet hehehe.

kaya hintay lang. or pwede din, nasa tabi-tabi na pala at talagang nag-iinarte lang tayo hehehe.

i always believe that we don’t have to settle to something because pwede na.. pwede ng pagtiyagaan at pwede ng pag-aralang tanggapin.

at malakas ang paniniwala ko na bawat isa sa atin ay may kapareha na sadyang para sa atin lang.

wag magmadali at wag mainip, baka na-trapik lang yun, or na-flat ang gulong

or malay mo nasa kabilang kanto na pala at padating na

or nasa harap mo na pala pero sadyang tanga ka lang

pero kung 75 years old ka na at wala pa cya, malamang pagong ang hinihintay mo

happy valentines!

cute news!

one of the best news i ever read!  actually got it from this happened first week of January but I guess its worth to share for the up coming hearts day!!

read and smile! just click this  link —->    http://www.smh.com.au/news/world/sweet-sixbut-not-teen/2009/01/06/1231003973507.html

work and movies

work load is still very hectic and fully loaded! aggrr… hay,  it is still very crazy.. but im trying so hard to balance my life.. i need to tell it to myself that i need to work and have some fun from time to time

huh! speaking of fun.. i haven’t done anything much fun, aside from watching movies on theater and dvd copies and playing computer games.. those are the things i do when i feel super stress,  well sa awa naman ni Lord nakakatulong naman sa stress management ko hehehe..

im still looking forward on travelling more kahit mga out of town 2-3 hrs away from manila, pwede na yun!   and for more mountain adventures! (wish ko lang!) or sea adventures would be much much fun for me.

but for the meantime, magpapakalunod na lang muna sa work load, sabi nga ng client namin, strike while the iron is hot! AMEN! hehehe

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still crossing my fingers on tha baguio trip next week!  *think positive!* hehehe

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i’ve realized malapit na naman pala ang valentines day.. hmmm.. recently i’ve re-watched two of my most fave romantic-comedy movies.. SERENDIPITY and 50 FIRST DATES.

Kaya minsan ayaw ko nanood ng mga feel good movies like those, kasi i tend to get inggit! hahaha..  well, who wouldn’t get envy with sara thomas and lucy whitmore, such lucky ladies

two different movies but one doniminator:  LOVE! (ewww! im such a hopeless romantic person talaga!) *sigh*

serendipity is : the faculty or phenomenon of finding valuable or agreeable things not sought for  (according webster online)

it’s a movie about believing in fate and alignment of stars and how the universe would like the two people to be together.. i like how the movie was excuted.. but i find it weird and waste of time letting someone go when you really wanted him/her all along.  i think that’s stupid.  well ganun talaga, we’ll never realized what we have until we lost them.  but nevertheless, its an enjoyable movie for valentines hehehehe.

on 50 first dates, i find it more passionate and very heart warming and sincere and very sweet… its about the things a man can do and sacrifice for the love of his life even if he needs to make the girl fall in love again with him every single day   yes EVERY SINGLE DAY! (mantakin mo yun!!)   its really amazing how he can fight for his love and do everything just to make papansin with lucy even if the very next day she’ll never remember he existed.   but ii just admire henry roth courage and wittyness!

so guys i would recommend this coming valentine season to watch these two movies and fall in love all over again!   go get some popcorn or nachos and just cuddle around wohhoo!

fave movie qoutes:

Life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences, but rather, it’s a tapestry of events that culminate in an exquisite sublime plan.  — from serendipity

When love feels like magic, it’s called Destiny. When destiny has a sense of humor, It’s called Serendipity  — from serendipity

There’s nothing like a first kiss..  — lucy whitmore of 50 first dates

You erased me from your memory because you thought you were holding me back from having a full and happy life… but you made a mistake. Being with you is the only way I could have a full and happy life. You’re the girl of my dreams and apparently, I’m the man of yours.   –  henry roth of 50 first dates

being busy and loving it!! ^_^

this has been very busy month for me, todo na! but no, im not getting married (well i just wish na ganun nga ang pinag-kakaabalahan ko) hehehe.. as usual work is very hectic since Jan. 1st i was really worried last month of the global recession and was really getting paranoid kasi we might lose our jobs.. fortunately we still here and kicking some _ _ _! and really working hard!

suprisingly we have tons of work to do.. nag take effect na yata yung bail-out hehe.. its good to see people are getting refinances instead of foreclosures

anyways, kahit sobrang busy, i promise my self to socialize more this year, as in go hang-out with friends or watch movies or just simply reconnect with old friends and do activities i used to enjoy before like cross stitching and hiking.

and so, as early as january dami ko ng social activities hehe which is good naman kasi nga i get to chika with my friends

i attended a wedding of a friend, of course syemre hindi mawawala ang BIG QUESTION MARK na “ikaw, kelan ka susunod na ikakasal?” oh diba bongga hehe..

i attended birthdays of inaanak, 7 year old and 1 yr old, hay buti pa kumare ko may seven year old na, ako kahit butete wala pa hahaha.

and will attend a get together party with my high school buddies later chikahan to the max na naman to!

plus, i watched a movie last weekend and will watch again this coming monday, so talagang todo na to

so medyo busy talaga ang life ko hehe with work loads and social events, which is good kasi that’s really my goal this year.. ang makipag-sosyalan wahahaha.

and yeah, on feb.7 i might go to baguio to attend a wedding, yeah wedding na naman, at puro attend na lang ginagawa ko hahaha, lagi na lang akong witness lol.

so might stay 2 or 3 days sa baguio. yey!! love it! hehe

im really crazy busy right now but im enjoying it!

happy weekend folks!

dyosa!!

girl power! hehehe nakakatawa ang post na to, well im not 100% agree to this parang masyadong feminist ang arrive.. but then nakaka-aliw basahin, i-share ko lang napulot ko sa hotmail inbox ko… GO GO GIRLS!! read on…

PARA SA MGA TANGANG LALAKE AT MAGAGANDANG BABAE TULAD NATIN (kung maganda ka nga talaga!!!)

Before, hinahabol kita pero di mo ako pinapansin. Tapos isang araw nawala ako, hinanap mo ako at tinanong, “Bakit ka nagsawa?” Ngumiti ako, “Hindi ako nagsawa. Natauhan lang.” Pwede mo kong lokohin pero wag kang magpapahuli sakin. Pwede mo kong palitan pero siguraduhin mong mas mahal mo siya sakin. Pwede mo kong iwan pero siguraduhin mong kaya mo. Kasi pag ako sobrang nasaktan, wala ka nang babalikan.

Ang Boys? Pag trip ka, magpapakilala. Kaibigan kuno hanggang pumorma na. Tapos pag nahulog ka na, ayun, goodbye na dahil sawa na sila. Pero dapat walang iiyak at smile lang tayo. Punyeta, anong silbi ng karma?

I fell in love and got hurt but I didn’t shed too much tears nor did I ask him to love me again. Instead, I stood up proudly and said, “Ganyan talaga ang magaganda! Hindi bagay sa tanga!”
Simple lang para hindi ka masaktan. Kapag minahal ka, mahalin mo din. Kapag ginago ka, gaguhin mo rin. Pero kapag umiyak ka, tanga ka! Ginago ka na nga, iiyakan mo pa? Pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo, wag mo siyang sisihin! Kausapin mo siya ng harap-harapan at sabihin mong, “Ingat, tanga ka pa naman!” Masakit pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo. Pero wag kang magagalit ng husto. Kahit papano may pinagsamahan naman kayo, diba? Kaya for the last time yakapin mo siya at ibulong mo, “Gago, kukulamin kita!”

Girls, talo daw sayo sa mga boys? Papayag kayo? Sige, pag niligawan tayo, sagot agad. Pag iniwan tayo? Ok lang. Kapag sinabi nilang, “Uy, ex ko.” Alam niyo sagot diyan? “Ay, ambisyoso.”
If the one you love doesn’t love you back, don’t get depressed. Just think about it for a while, maybe cry a bit then wipe your tears and say, “Ang weird naman niya. Di siya pumapatol sa magaganda!” You only got one life so live it well., one heart so take good care, one soul so keep it pure. One boyfriend? What a waste! Make it two or more! Sayang ganda natin!
Pag sinabi sayo ng mahal mo na ayaw na niya sayo, hayaan mo lang. Wag kang iiyak at magpapakagago! Imbis na iyakan mo siya, ngitian mo lang at sabihin mo ang ganito, “So, pano? Bye na! Naghihintay na ang kapalit mo!” Who cares about break-ups? Oo nga, masakit. Makirot sa puso. Pero tandaan mo: a break-up isn’t only an end to a relationship. It’s also a beginning of a new one and an end to a living hell called “ex”.

“Ayoko ng magmahal ng mortal.

Gusto ko ng isang diyos.

Para sa isang diyosang tulad ko.”

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ako gusto ko mortal pa din ang mamahalin ko kahit na ilang beses pa akong nasaktan, ok lang yun. ganun talaga ang buhay diba, no one ever said that life would be easy.. and we all know that life is truly unfair. but the thing is, we still can enjoy life even we feel pains and we encounter failures.. ganun lang talaga ang life, minsan kailangan natin masaktan to appreciate more what is true happiness means.

oh well, hindi naman sa nagpapapaka-positive feeling ako hehe, kaya lang jan 2009 pa lang, parang its too early to feel depressed and sad. tsaka na yang mga lungkot na yan, magpakasaya muna tayo para naman all year round to the highest level ang energy natin!! ^_^

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at hindi lahat ng manloloko ay lalake lang, aminin natin maraming babae din ang kayang manloko hehehe.. kaya girls, imbis na umiyak, gumanti na lang!!! LOL!! ^_^